There's this guy I like, he's cute, tall, charming, and has that amazing chivalrous personality. I really can't remember the time when I dreamed  to have that kind of guy considering the terrible turn the world had gone to lately. It was instilled in me that I could never find someone like that even when my mama believed I still could. It was difficult of course, to get through every rough road and not finding the right guy for you, not finding the guy you really think you need. That's where my dilemma starts, DO I EVEN NEED HIM? Yes, he's kind, he's sweet, and he's very friendly, BUT IS THAT WHAT I REALLY NEED?

Or maybe I just wanted him because I've been dreaming of something like him since forever.

I mean, no one would be stupid enough to pass such dream when they become reality, right?

And then I met someone MORE.


He wasn't the best-looking and gorgeous guy around.. BUT HE WAS CUTE, undeniably.
He laughed like a kid, he smiled so heavenly, he speaks as if he was Plato.. or so I think even when I haven't heard Plato speak.

He has these sparkles in his eyes when he looks at me, and he makes me feel human and special all at once.

He is MAGIC.

So magical that I almost thought he was beyond perfect than the first guy I mentioned.

So extraordinary that I felt like he was not what I wanted, BUT WHAT I NEEDED, and this time, I say that as a statement.




Destiny is sometimes an option. It's a two-way process. It's either you WIN or you LOSE. You get God's plan right, or you don't.


So what's it gonna be?

Decisions, decisions.